Tag: loss

My Thriving Plant

My plant is thriving. Nearly 3 years later. The plant had been given to me by my 2 closest friends. They were (still are) married to each other.  They were my anchors in my greatest times of need. The plant was a gesture of kind wishes as my marriage came to a close and my […]

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Binging to Avoid Emotion

After about 2 hours of what I tried convincing myself would be my last binge (again) I came up from my 2nd bowl of granola for air. It’s been awhile since I’ve taken part in this section of my disease and my ego attempts to reason with my intellect by pointing out that it’s a […]

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Go Forth Into the Fog

I am craving a beautiful sunrise.  Or at least a sunrise that I can witness.  Though I’m mostly a believer, sometimes my soul asks for proof.  A powerful sunrise offers that to me.  I’m not going to get that this morning and I’ll have to trust that I’ll find some other way.  When I wake up […]

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