Tag: worth
Three Angry Birds
March 15, 2018
I often look to nature for symbolism and answers when I am internally conflicted. Internal conflict amounts to confusion, frustration, anger, fog, and a host of other uncertainties that I am not fond of. Birds often provide me with some clarity and a shot at detangling the message if I am able to get to […]
The Queen and the Pawn
May 24, 2017
I was playing chess with Caleb the other day. It’s been a while. I had to brush up on some rules and we helped each other along the way. I studied the players; their power; their worth. What has stuck with me over the last few days is Caleb’s question: “Isn’t it possible to get […]
Heartbroken. (We Have to Carry Each Other & the Infinity 8)
May 15, 2016
Waking up and putting my feet on the floor and going to spin class after crying for two days was not easy for me. The point is, even though I felt like dying, I’m not dead. And as long as I’m alive I have a job to do. And that job is to live. As […]
Love, Worth & the Color Purple
April 30, 2016
I am slowly allowing feminine into my bedroom. To begin to feel secure enough in my worth to choose the things I like without having to explain why I like them. I no longer need to justify my actions, my choices my preferences. I can put purple in my bedroom. First I began with a […]
Happy 50th Birthday to Me, A Gift From the Universe
April 12, 2016
It is sunrise on the morning of my 50th birthday and I am sobbing because I am overcome with the intensity of the portrait I am viewing. It is a gift like no other and I am having a hard time believing that it is for me. It is though, for me. I am worthy. […]
Go Forth Into the Fog
April 1, 2016
I am craving a beautiful sunrise. Or at least a sunrise that I can witness. Though I’m mostly a believer, sometimes my soul asks for proof. A powerful sunrise offers that to me. I’m not going to get that this morning and I’ll have to trust that I’ll find some other way. When I wake up […]
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